There’s a strange kind of grief that comes when you realize something you’re good at–something you once loved–no longer fits.

And it’s not because it failed or because you weren’t great at it, but because it no longer brings you closer to who you want to be.

That’s where I found myself with evidential mediumship.

I had spent years training. Clients came back again and again. A well-known medium even complimented my work.

And for a long time, I truly loved it because it challenged me. And I was helping people.

But over time, something shifted.

Every time I sat down for a session, there was a quiet tug in my body–a dissonance I couldn’t explain.

At first, I brushed it off. Then. I decided it must be a lack of skills, so I signed up for another training I didn’t need. Then, I tried to fix the feeling instead of listening to it. (All because I’m not a quitter!)

Because if I had just been honest with myself, I would’ve seen it was time to let go.

Instead, my mind kept looping:

🌀 How can I leave something that still works?
🌀 That helps people?
🌀 That I’m known for and genuinely good at?

Especially when it had once felt like my purpose.

Eventually, I arrived at the truth: It wasn’t just misaligned. It was taking up space where new work wanted to grow.
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Saying I don’t want to do this anymore felt like failure. A HUGE failure, actually. But it wasn’t.My work was changing because I was changing and experiencing life in different ways.
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​And sometimes, that’s the bravest thing you can do:​ Let go of something that technically still works… so you can move toward what’s actually in alignment now.

At the time, I didn’t know exactly what would come next, but I followed the pull. And I’m so grateful I did.